Dialysis is fucking clown shoes!

Fuck fuck fuck, fuck fucking dialysis. Sometimes you just need to wig the fuck out, and thats what I'm doing. The last 3 weeks have been the absolute worst two weeks of my year and a half on dialysis. I fucking hate this, dialysis fucking sucks once again tonight, the 2nd time in a week my line pressures have been shit. I have to go to the unit tomorrow and because I had such great time in F'ton yesterday and ate and drank more than I should have I really really need a treatment.

Don't get me wrong, I don't regret going to Fredericton yesterday, I regret having to do fucking dialysis. This is such fucking bullshit if 2 years rolls around and I don't have a new kidney, I don't fucking know what I'm going to do, I'm going to crack, I'm sick of this shit. People bitch and complain about having a little cold or flu or whatever the fuck else, well you know what? Give me your goddamn kidneys and you go on dialysis, then see how bad your little pussy cold was.

I'm sick if this, I have never ever been so frustrated in my life. Going on home dialysis was supposed to me I missed less work, well it sure as shit hasn't worked out that way lately. All the videos and shit they should you before you go on dialysis shows people being active and happy and oh wow dialysis is so awesome its just like being normal. It's all a fucking lie, dialysis is not great, it's the worst time ever. People say the US needs to capture Osama Bin laden. You know what? I say let him hang out in his cave on dialysis, there isn't any punishment that the US or Texas offers that is worse than it.

I didn't bother spelling checking this because I simple don't give a fuck right now

FML

Owen