Sometime tomorrow

Sometime tomorrow I will be having a Kidney transplant. This is a good thing. I have to keep telling myself that once the surgery. Is done, and the 6 weeks or more of recovery, I will have my normal 29 year old life back. This is not the only thing going through my head though.

Tomorrow I will be having major surery, in fact I will be one of 3 people having organ transplants done tomorrow, 2 kidneys and a liver. I can't stop thinking about what if something goes wrong while I'm on the table. I'm having moments of panic where I almost start to cry, because if something did go wrong tomorrow, that could be it. I have to think positive though, the ods are stacked in my favour. The doctors are the best, and have done this procedure many times before.

I'm scared, but his is something I need to do. No scratch that, this is something I want to do.

There are two time slots tomorrow, 8:30am and 12noon. I think I would rather the early one so that I can stop thinking about this and just get it over with.

Owen